A Will? Me?

Something we've been meaning to do...but haven't.

It just seems impossible.

But I know I need to do it.

How do you even contemplate what that really means? I have to think about what happens if I die. I know it's just a practicality in many ways, but in others, it's a huge reality. What on earth would happen if I died? If both G and I died? Who would take care of A? How can I make sure that he would be loved the way he deserves to be? That he will still have all the opportunities that I want him to have? How do I contemplate the possibility that I might not be around to see A grow up? I think this is why I have been putting this off. I can't fathom the possibility of not being there for him.

But I know that I must, so I'm off to push the button, and by software to help me write it. I want him to be taken care of, so I must contemplate the un-contemplatable. Wish me luck.